Silicon Soul

by Sophiaaaahjkl;8901

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why is every moment in time just as important as the last? why do i remember? why must we suffer? my heart so full of all the poison you put into me why must i remember the feeling of your hands on mine? i wish you'd stop speaking to me on that night i wore your dress you made me feel like the woman i am that crescent moon those so few stars fire burning low the mud on our boots the last of our paint take me back to this frozen plane and bury me in the snow
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c _usv2 03:19
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Aerotech4v2 02:29
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Knifeplay 02:42
push me out the window push me trough the car door push me off the top of it cut me with your knife push me out the window push me through the glass feel me from the inside cut me with your knife feel the warmth pouring out of it cut me with your knife feel me from the inside cut me with your knife deviated septum on the highway cut me with your knife want that airbag in my face slice it open with my knife feel the metal pushing down on me push me thru infiniti tessellating steel, acrylic, and meat blood on the edge three building blocks of life z-fighting for supremacy the metal's now inside of me but this new flesh doesn't come free push me out the window push me trough the car door push me off the top of it cut me with your knife push me out the window push me through the glass feel me from the inside cut me with your knife feel the warmth pouring out of it cut me with your knife feel me from the inside cut me with your knife deviated septum on the highway cut me with your knife want that airbag in my face slice it open with my knife
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Medipost 03:04
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my life has been over for years now why do i drag this out? theres nothing left to say or think and theres nothing i can do about it doesnt help to talk it doesnt help to sit quietly and pretend i cant feel my arms or my legs and im returning to nothing eyes shut hard and dripping my skin has a weird reaction to this i dont know how to help you i dont know how to help me looking out into the dark and dripping and dripping (i dont know) i dont know how to fix this i dont know how to change me eyes shut hard and dripping my skin has a weird reaction to this (i dont know) i dont know how to help you (i dont know) i dont know how to help me looking out into the dark and dripping and dripping (i dont know) i dont know how to fix this i dont know how to change me ~ i dont know how to help you i dont know how to help me i dont know how to fix this i dont know how to change me i dont know how to fix this i dont know how to change me i dont know how to change me i dont know how to change me
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tintype_160 04:30

about

The buildup before everything breaks.

It's hard to pin down this album and the time that I wrote it in any succinct way. I just really thought those 9 months were going to kill me. Mostly written during a period of sobriety and trying out different psychiatric medications and having them all fail spectacularly from fall of 2018 to spring 2019. Right before my longest and by far the worst relationship i've ever been in ended. Right before my housing was pulled out from under me. Before I landed in outpatient.
I only got the worst side effects and was left with withdrawals and psychosis for months. I'll never fucking forgive you for what you did to me.

Chapter 3
2016~2019

Content Warning: Lyrics contain references to self-harm and suicide.

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Sophiaaaahjkl;8901 San Francisco, California

Sophiaaaahjkl;8901 is an electronic musician and visual artist from Long Beach, California. Her musical work is made up of upbeat, high energy, sample mangling maximalism and is largely informed by a lifetime spent online.

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